Last night I shared a message that I felt I was being guided to share with you—support for those who have chosen to leave the Church, specifically for those who might be struggling with the hindsight of that choice after being hit with the deep clarity that comes once you’ve fully removed yourself from the control of dogma and its manipulation. I have been divinely corrected. God showed me the depth of the true message in a dream that came immediately after sharing that post.
It wasn’t meant to be about just the church and belief system I was raised (and nearly destroyed) by—it was the issue of religion in its entirety; the illusion of control as a whole.
I have been programmed to believe that I can only speak to my own experience, which is why I wrote about Christianity. That was the system I was born into, entangled with, and eventually had to escape. But in my sleep—when the world went quiet—God showed me that the gift of intuition, and the higher intelligence of understanding nuance, which I have actively cultivated all my life, allows me the opportunity to employ a greater empathy even for those who have experienced life in different ways than I have. The names and specific experiences may be different, but the systems and the issues are the same at their root and core.
That’s when I understood: this is my purpose. I am a bridge.
I’ve been so uncomfortable in my hermit experience lately at times because I knew that I was being given this precious time within, and with God, for reasons bigger than I wanted to accept. I was initially under the impression that God was giving me a major ask; that He was guiding me into this time of silence with Him because there would come a day when I would be expected to become very loud. But I didn’t need to feel those anxieties and discomforts.
God is not asking me (or anyone) to carry the burden of saving anyone else. He is not charging any of us to be anyone’s savior, and He is not calling me to walk as a preacher or as a replacement for what’s falling. God is calling me—and many like me—to be a bridge between systems and awakening. Between illusion and truth. Between those still searching for language, and those who’ve already broken free.
In this dream, God laid it on my heart to speak more clearly: this isn’t just about the church. It’s about the entire structure of how the planet sees religion. It’s all being (or about to be) shaken. Christianity is one piece of the illusion, yes. But there are many belief systems—across cultures, doctrines, and timelines—that are just as manipulative, just as hierarchical, and in some cases even more violent and soul-stripping than the version of Christianity I walked away from.
If you are an active member of—or believer in—any form of modern religion, and you do not resonate with the previous statements as descriptions of that institution, this post is not for you. Or, not yet. Perhaps one day in the future it may resonate—God’s timing is not our timing, and perhaps coming across this post now is a sort of preparation for you of what is to come. I can’t claim to know, or to be certain, of what you know or need to know in this moment.
So, as I stated in my previous post: It is not (it is never) my intention to drive anyone who is happy and fulfilled in their life and in their institutions away from what is right for them—from what is bringing them peace. If you are happy and fulfilled in your life and in your church, then you are already on the current “correct” path God has laid out for you. You are exactly where He wants you to be in this “Now” moment.
But for those of us who have found (or soon find) ourselves choking on what was supposed to nourish us—this message continues.
We Weren’t Hiding—We Were Being Built
I see it now. I finally understand why God has had me in this hermit place for so long—withdrawn, quiet, posting less, observing more. It wasn’t punishment. It was preparation. I wasn’t being silenced. I was being built.
I—and many of us—have been and are being restructured not as mere support structures, but reformed into a bridge. This bridge is not about coming and going between distant lands. It exists to help people who are on a final pilgrimage out of their entire past existence. It is—we are—not just a bridge between people and healing, but between what was and what is coming.
While I was still only speaking from the framework I knew—the broken Christianity I grew up in, the twisted version that gaslit me into guilt, manipulated my mind, and called it “faith”—I was telling the truth. I wasn’t wrong. But it was only part of the truth. God has shown me now that what’s happening on this planet is so much bigger than one religion, and it is so much bigger than the church.
What’s collapsing is not just doctrine. It’s dominion. What’s being exposed isn’t just bad theology. It’s the illusion of authority, of separation, of needing a spiritual middleman to reach God. And those of us who’ve been in hiding? We weren’t hiding. We were listening. We were recovering. We were being rewired—not to build a new religion, but to become something religion never could be: free.
Why the Illusion Must Fall—and What’s Being Shaken
Writing this post feels different. It doesn’t just feel like another entry or another perspective from my journey—it feels like the very reason this blog was born in the first place. In the past, I’ve shared what I’d already walked through and what had already been revealed to me. Those posts were essential. They were the groundwork, the scaffolding, the record of what it’s taken to get to this point. But in hindsight, I can see it now: they were preparation. A structured layout built not just to document healing, but to hold space for something larger when the time came.
Now, the time is here. This post feels like a rebirth of the Twin Tree Project. A deeper unveiling of its purpose. What I’m sharing now is no longer just personal to my own experiences—it’s planetary. This is no longer about my story alone. I have been given the eyes to see it at a broader societal level, yet the vision these eyes and this growth are processing is exactly the same in the broader view as my own experiences.
It’s now about what’s shaking loose across the globe. I say all of this because of where we are. This is true for so many of us now. I share it with you here, in this portion of this post, because the journey of this blog is a tangible example of this truth—this reality: the illusion isn’t just cracking—it’s collapsing.
Across cultures, countries, and centuries, religion has been used not only as a structure for spiritual growth—but as a system of spiritual control. And the difference between the two has become impossible to ignore. What once claimed to offer truth has often delivered distortion. What once claimed to offer freedom has demanded submission. What once claimed to bring people closer to God has kept them bound to fear, shame, and spiritual hierarchy.
The world can feel it. That’s why so many of us are waking up, seemingly all at once. The shaking we’re experiencing isn’t chaos—it’s correction. Not just course correction, but soul correction, and that’s why this bridge is needed.
What’s being dismantled isn’t sacred—it’s the illusion that only a chosen few can define what’s sacred for everyone else. We are all sacred—both as a collective and as sovereign beings formed in the image (whether you interpret that as spiritual, physical, or both is of no consequence, really—it’s all Oneness) of our Creator. What’s falling isn’t God—it’s the counterfeit scaffolding built in His name.
And it must fall. As long as people believe they need an intermediary to connect with the Divine, they will never truly see that they were made in God’s image—fully equipped to commune, hear, feel, and know Spirit for themselves.
Reframing the Message for Every Religion
Above, I expressed to you why I initially spoke specifically about Christianity. Christianity is only one branch of a much older tree—one shaped by fear, by hierarchy, and by the illusion that truth must be mediated by a chosen few. Across denominations, across cultures, across doctrines and dogmas, the pattern is exactly the same. The root issue has never really changed: control. Right now, that root system—the scaffolding of spiritual manipulation—is being torn up from the ground.
What’s unfolding now is not just about seeing the pattern—it’s about breaking it. We’re not just watching individual doctrines crack—we’re watching the collapse of the entire illusion of religious authority as it has long existed. We are entering a timeline where even the spirituality industry will not be immune to the correction sweeping the planet.
This isn’t just about broken churches or corrupt temples. This is about every institution, every ideology, and every individual who has used proximity to the Divine as a weapon instead of a witness. It’s about the collective of humanity awakening to the fact that God was never far from us.
We were trained to believe we needed someone else—someone “above” us—to reach what was already within. Especially in the wake of COVID, and in a massive wave following the 2024 U.S. Presidential campaign and election, people on both sides of the aisle—and across the globe—are realizing: none of what we have ever been told has ever been entirely true. We’ve been had. And it is my wholehearted belief that a collective of people across the globe—across belief systems, races, statuses, and creeds—are about to rise up in ways we have not yet seen in our lifetime.
This collapse that’s coming, this moment of divine upheaval? It’s not punishment. It’s prophecy. Again, it’s not chaos—it’s correction. It’s a moment designed to shake us free from the bondage of spiritual gaslighting and generational agreements that were never ours to begin with. There is a sort of separation underway—the kind that doesn’t divide based on appearances, titles, or religious labels, but on energy.
It is not about debating whose belief system is more distorted. It is about acknowledging that every system built on hierarchy, shame, and performance is being shaken, regardless of the name it’s dressed in. There are those being shaken loose because they’re ready to walk. And there are those being shaken violently because they’ve clung too tightly to what should have been surrendered long ago. But even that shaking isn’t cruelty. It’s mercy in motion. It’s divine timing choosing to remove what free will refused to release.
We’re being asked to transcend the structures entirely—not just escape one and enter another. Not just swap “church” for “spiritual community” without addressing the energetic roots of control that can follow us even there. The same shadow energies can sneak in under softer names: guru, alignment, lightworker, ascension. But if it still demands blind obedience, or makes you feel unworthy without it—it’s just another cage.
The point isn’t to replace the institution. The point is to outgrow the need for one at all. The spiritual community—those of us who’ve been called into solitude, silence, preparation—have not been hiding. We’ve been studying. We’ve been rising into positions of inner sovereignty so that when the collapse hit, we wouldn’t go down with the ship. We, the people, aren’t meant to be dissolved—the institutions and the lies are. This has been our opportunity to redeem ourselves, privately, with God.
Closing Thoughts
Here I will reiterate: this isn’t just a Christian awakening, nor is it just about personal healing. It’s collective transmutation, and this message is for anyone who has ever been lied to in the name of God. If you’ve been shamed for asking questions, silenced for seeking deeper truth, or gaslit into believing your intuition was demonic—told that submission was salvation, that your body was sinful, or that your voice was too loud… groomed to fear freedom because someone told you God wouldn’t love you if you got too far from the rules—
This message is for you:
You were never meant to live in fear of the One who made you.
You were never meant to outsource your spiritual authority.
You were never meant to settle for performance when what you came here for was presence.
The systems may look different. Their languages may shift and their rules may vary, but the trauma patterns are the same. And now? The healing patterns are rising to meet them.
If you’re one of the ones who has been hermiting, called into solitude and/or guided to leave a belief system that has suddenly lost its flavor—at the very least—or has become disgusting and repulsive to you at its extreme…
If you’re one of the ones who has been guided to pull away, go quiet, and stay on the sidelines for a while—and you’ve been unsure, trying to process guilt you don’t feel like you should be carrying, still unable to understand what’s been happening within you—
You weren’t disengaging. You were being reconditioned by your true Higher Power—not the one dressed up in characteristics crafted by dogma—to walk without a leash. You were being taught by something not of this world to listen for God’s voice without a microphone.
And you haven’t been alone. This is what so many of us have been experiencing. Now? We’re being shown that this was never about a single religion falling. It’s about the death of spiritual codependency in every form.
So if you’ve stepped out of a church only to find yourself unsure where to go next… released one dogma only to feel adrift in the noise of a thousand others… if you’re grieving the collapse of what once felt holy but now feels hollow—
You’re not lost. You’re not wrong. You’re not in limbo.
You’re on the bridge.
What you feel is what it feels like to walk the path of sovereign spiritual awakening.
Not from one building to another, but from bondage… to breath.
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